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I Wanna B(a Sh)e
01:00
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I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
A she
(repeat)
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2. |
You & Me? Who Knew?
03:19
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I’ll remember the reasons
When I go through 4 seasons
Day and night without seeing you
Spring lacks what I need
Summer can’t please
Autumn you can’t catch my fall
Winter doesn’t have it all
I quiz myself on what I choose to remember
All the pointless facts from December
I won’t forget that
We started there
I’ll save up everything i have
Take a train and embrace
What i’ve lack
I hope you’ll be waiting there for me
I just hope I won’t get sick and tired
For our lives to begin
And forget that all there’s ever been
They’ll be sleepless nights and endless days
Approaching august what do you say
For what it’s worth
Let’s take a leap of faith
I’ll write to you every single day
I’ll send my kisses via plane
Just don’t get tired of waiting on the mail
I know somehow we’ll make it work
Cause in this life love never works
We’ll beat the odds and go on and on and on
Who knew we'd be so good?
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3. |
I Don't Mind
05:10
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I forget the sky ain't white
I blew clouds all day explains my sunny skies
Then Krishna reached down and told me I was leaving
I packed my head I packed my mind
'Fore I go won't you read my fortune
Tell me if I commit suicide
I've been told we wrote our misfortunes
We have a say in who decides
I've wasted
Everything
But I don't mind
I get to start over x2
But I don't mind
How many years has it been since Midtown?
An innocence that slips my mind
But there's no use longing for stories
There's no use longing for time
Turn our attention to the silly things
Setting the VCR to rewind
Finishing paperwork, paying adult fines
I've been doing it since I was 9
And now I realize
What you've always been saying
I wish I hadn't found you weren't real
And so I visualize
An actual blue, bright sky,
But I'll never feel the same way ever again
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What the fuck am I?
Am I a dyke am I a faggot?
This tranny's trynna think
Girls like us
Girls like us just wanna have fun
But we can't show ourselves in the sun
Light or face an ignorant gun
We get jealous once a month
Wishing we bled red from our cunts
Wishing my body notified me
Yes you're all valid ladies
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5. |
S.S.A.S.K
04:14
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Student secret agent spy kids
Passing perfectly folded no crease secret paper ships
Hiding a message for only you to see
Do you want to share your lunchable chuck cheese lunch with me
Playground procession
Lunchroom than recess recession
Math class, dividing divorcees
Break up cause she lost the school wide talent showcase spelling bee
First love
Next love
She’s a cafeteria catholic
Aging, academic alcoholic
Oh teacher teach her to pick on me
Oh teacher, teach her, teacher’s pet, pick on me
Second love
Next love
First day don’t fret fraternity
University
Sororities
In a daze hazed by the days gone by
The days gone by
I’m retired secret agent student spy
Looking back
I was in love with my best friend
Regretting the facts that she loved me too
Playground procession
Lunchroom than recess recession
Math class, fighting the dying dividing divorcees
Break up cause she lost the school wide talent showcase spelling bee
No love
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Calm your jumpy frantic heart
It’s only me
Sneaking up behind you
It’s only me
Sleeping right besides u
It’s only me
My arm around u
I promise i don’t bite x2
After the first few times
I promise i would never fly to neverland
Not again no no
Then i met peter pan
Her
Self?
Herself
I met peter pan herself
Peter pan likes dirty fan fiction
Peter pan's a fan of Hamilton
Peter pan likes the color orange but never wears it
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7. |
Circumcise Your Lips
03:04
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9. |
We Know The Cool Kids
01:54
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I’ve never followed anybody else
I’ve only biked next to you
Brought your water gun and shot me in the face
It don’t matter but who won the race
Flat tire
I’m tired
Spray paint and tape and rain got us higher
The cools kids
Are foolish
Are hypocritical because they’re us
See your friends
But the day’s almost ended
We’re going to hamden again
Falls road
I'm told
Are you sure that it’s along this road
Are we lost
We’re lost
Because you’re leading us
I’m tired
Flat tire
Oliver and Quinn got us higher
We’re the cools kids
For once we’re foolish
We're hypocritical because fuck you
la la la
We’re fucking cool kids
We’re out of school kids
At least her I’ve got one more fucking year
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I wear my glasses when it rains
It's the only time I do
Other times, I have no use for them
I can see perfectly clear
Without them on
Don't get too sentimental
I say to myself
With everyday objects
Like a comb that's been here for awhile
I don't care
When I look past these rainy days
And look past my rainy frames
I realize I have nothing to look forward to
After Monday's reign is over
It's not Thursday, not Friday, not Wednesday,
But brief second Saturdays
It's the day I mark down in my
Five year expired Calendar
I don't care
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11. |
Ruined Colours
03:36
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I wanna ruin a colour for you
Like the way I look at green
And instantly think of you
Can never unsee the stars go
Can never unsee your plane go
Cause it’ll remind me of your volvo
And I’ll miss u
I wanna ruin the colors for you
The color red
A heavy boombox too
When I woke u up
And proposed to you
And naturally you said yes
Next up is blue
A heart tattooed or back in December
When you and I were new
And our noses were frost bit blue
But you kept me warm
And we’ll move onto yellow
The color of fear
We’ll move on with caution
Together there’s no distance here
The light changes 1 2 3
No no green don’t go
Standing still I watch you go
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Matte Milk New York, New York
Experimental Lo-fi Queer Anti Folk Pop. based in brooklyn.
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